How to Heal the Feminine Within

 

I hope that you are enjoying the summer wherever you are. If you’re like me, summer is a time I allow indulgence in deep witnessing of my pleasure and gratitude- from sweet simple pleasures to big juicy unconditional love.

Perhaps being born under a summer sun organically aligns me with seasonal rhythms to embody pleasure, flow, creative essence and the feminine frequencies within.

This feels supported with the effervescence, softness, safety and levity of the summer months- the warm sun rays, the yummy nectar of flowers in bloom, the longer brighter days, the orgasmic sunsets, and the tantalizing collective joy whispering in a social breeze.

As I feel into the bliss this season evokes, I am attuned to the feminine energy codes being delivered through the quantum.

A massive upgrade is downloading into our womb spaces, or the symbolic hologram of the wombs from which we descended.

What do womb medicine codes feel like in the body?

Take a moment to ask yourself what is happening in your life that feels different right now?

Does it feel light or heavy in your body?

What connection to the feminine womb space is awake for you?

You may notice it is being activated now.

Regardless of gender each of us has a relationship to the feminine – and the womb space.

Perhaps it’s the mother within, the feminine within, fertility or pregnancy, healing the loss of fertility or pregnancy, sexual trauma, or the loss of a child, a mother, or grandmother. This ancestral legacy lives on in our dna- the physical and the spiritual.

It’s the relationship with our mothers, the matriarchal line and any womb trauma.

The womb space is our center of gravity, the holy fire medicine, which gives us the unmatched ability for creation.

It is the women we have made mothers, and it’s the relationship with how we mother ourselves from the Divine feminine.

It’s the initiation from maiden to mother, literally or symbolically.

How and what and whom do we mother? What relationship do we have with the mother? What relationship do we have with our pleasure, sensuality, creativity and feminine nature?

Slow down and turn inward to truly witness the feminine within.

This reflection will mirror the relationship with life and relationships, and especially ourselves.

Is this connection one of health, high vibration and happiness for you? Uninhibited, passionate, confident, fiercely loving, the holy fire and white flame for creation and every form of intimacy. Fully alive and present even with the dark matter. Co-creating life, beauty, pleasure, joy.

A mantra that has come up for me in my own channeling as of late, hums of a divine lullaby and desire to feel ‘soft and safe’. 

A request for the felt sense of milk and honey experience in every waking moment. A yearning perhaps from the eternal center of my own womb space for something more sacred, exalted, desired and profoundly intimate.

An up-leveling of my body and nervous system, my feminine nature. 

A higher calling where I am more healed in this holy center of feminine power, and as a result, I’m available to show up more deeply for others to cultivate the softness and safety in them.

How is womb medicine quaking inside you?

Are you allowing the healing to take root? Are you dancing with wild abandon around the holy fire within?

The opportunity is ripe for the womb to be healed during this opening. Unconditional love and desire are center stage. 

I’ve been diving in deeply. Doing womb work. Exploring what I give life to, and the parts of me eager to be discharged, to let die and transform through re-birth, so that I may create in the world through my Divine feminine essence. I feel inspired, luminous, satiated and alive.  

It’s a time for me to reflect on my own growth and evolution as a human continuing my own inner work, healing and deepening the essence of my truest Self, so the container I create as a space-holder is fertile and abundant with divine feminine codes.

As you bask under the summer moons, do you find there are parts of your relationship with the feminine you continue to struggle to make peace with internally or externally?

Remember, when healing we must learn to love and accept all the parts of our being, even those parts we want to hate or reject. 

Our bodies are vessels and temples to our Spirit- yet so many of us often feel unsafe and uncomfortable within.

True safety lives inside the body. We can create felt safety through devotion and ceremony with our physical bodies.

Our bodies are a sacred doorway to the Soul and the womb of creation. The womb space is the holy center. The drishti within.

I invite you to see your body as a sacred temple. Treat it as such.

Clean out the debris from layers upon layers of inherited beliefs, prejudice, and wounds which obscure your ability to create life clearly, consciously.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

Memories, behaviors, beliefs continue to manifest in our lives in countless ways… because our bodies never forget.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

As such, the body becomes a source of tremendous wisdom and insight: a doorway to the present moment, and fulfillment.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

An embodied approach to healing anchors you into the now. I urge you to choose this holy path.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

Your body has so much to teach you and so much to release.

If you desire to cultivate a deeper intimacy within sacred womb space, and the feminine so you may lead an awakened, meaningful life, I encourage you to reach out for guidance and support.

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Overcoming Stress and Anxiety on your Healing Journey

 

When one is chronically experiencing anxiety or stress, it can often be difficult to approach your healing with a ‘slow & steady’ mindset.

But no matter what anyone might say to you, the simple truth is, there’s no quick-fix when it comes to healing.

To have a deep and lasting transformation you must be willing to consciously commit to setting aside time for your healing journey.

Overcoming stress and anxiety is absolutely possible for any true seeker, but it does not happen overnight. It’s important to remember that the deeper and more unconditional your commitment is, the more profound and potent your healing will be.

When you work to alchemize your inner world by changing your inner thoughts, perceptions and beliefs, and connect and feel your dense emotions, the deeper and more meaningful your transformation will be.

It is from our sacred internal center, and relationship with Self we discover harmony, truth, peace, satiety, and love.

It is from this internal center, and nowhere else, we reach blissful states of…
Wholeness
Oneness
Enlightenment
Consciousness

 

From this still-point we synchronize the eternalness of our Being with trust – our connection to a Higher Power, our Ancestors, our inner child, our higher Self, our shadow and light.

The connection comes full circle and our orientation to life, and all that is palpable, easy, uplifted.

This connection is always accessible and organic when we settle into our organized energy fields.

This conscious, coherent experience is spacious and filled with everything, and nothing. Magnetic opportunity exists here.

If you struggle to overcome stress and anxiety please do not hesitate to reach out.  I am here to guide you and to help deepen your healing experience for lasting transformation.

I invite you to explore the possibilities with me as your guide. Click here to view my list of services or book a free clarity call.

 

When Trauma Leads to Transformation

 

Exploring the profound truth that while pain is inevitable, suffering is optional. Learning to lean into growth transforms trauma into wisdom through conscious action.

As we walk the human journey, we will each experience a variety of challenging cycles within our lives. These cycles are divinely timed as part of our unique experience.

The truth is that pain is an inevitable part of being human. However, our suffering is optional. We have a choice regarding our relationship to pain, and whether or not we suffer because of this pain.

These experiences are deeply spiritual and have been a part of the human journey throughout time.  Painful experiences and circumstances are an opportunity to discover the unknown resources of power within each of us.

Amongst my deepest ethos and practice orientation remains true: 

A problem is never the true problem, what matters most is how we orient ourselves around that problem. 

 

An empowering awareness is, we can’t avoid pain. We can avoid suffering.

At its most extreme, the conditions of these cycles are brought to surface through unforeseen life events such as trauma, illness, accidents, death, divorce, financial loss, or any other past or present life circumstance. 

Many of us do not even recognize what is occurring, as it is hidden within the pain and chaos of ordinary life.

But we are all here to live our purpose.  Which means, if we are to bring our unique gift or medicine to the world, we must go through the experience of wounding, death and rebirth, and conscious post-traumatic growth before we can live in the fullness of our truth.

Our challenges are the lessons that lead to our own personal power where wisdom can emerge.

 

In psychology, this has been studied and is known as ‘POST-TRAUMATIC GROWTH’. 

This phenomenon says that when we experience trauma of any kind, we have the opportunity to be reset in the aftermath of the trauma, which is always a mindset choice. 

The viable opportunity exists to have an even more meaningful life after the trauma when we choose to lean into the growth opportunity from the pain or loss. 

Simply put, experiences open us to greater wisdom when accompanied with conscious right action. 

This has everything to do with our consciousness and choosing to align with what truly matters to us, which we often only discover after the trauma occurs.

 

Clarity, trust, self-love and self-worth, and discernment of what is ours to transform, and what is not ours to carry forward are the qualities we must cultivate in order to support the growth of wisdom in our lives so that we may walk our path of purpose and fulfillment.

It is taking what we have experienced and learned and transforming our lives to co-create with this new understanding and meaning for ourselves, and for the world around us through our purpose and meaning.

Exploring the wounded parts of ourselves is how we open to the ultimate possibility that is our life.

 

Awakening our consciousness and leaning into the pain opens the door to a truly unimaginable possibility.

Living a deeply awakened life is so magnificent and so far beyond most of what we see in the world that even when we experience it for ourselves, we often find it hard to accept that life could be this extraordinary.

But for us to make room in ourselves for the miraculous to take root, we must uncover, and ultimately restructure the belief in a life of limitation and examine our relationship with pain and suffering.

This deeply rooted and often unconscious limitation subtly holds us back from taking the steps of trust required to truly experience our own personal freedom and create a life we love living.

Speaking from personal experience, I know how grateful I am for the traumas in my life. 
Although the pain I have experienced personally felt excruciating and unrelenting at times, I would not have become the person I am, fulfilled by the work that I do, and conscious of my authentic Self if it were not for these experiences. 
I chose to lean into my post-trauma growth. I sought out healing, I turned inward, I explored my pain and relationship to suffering, I grew a relationship with my subconscious patterns. I became conscious of what I was meant to learn from the pain and who I could become because of it. 
My orientation to trauma was to witness the growing edge that was available to me through its discovery and unfolding. In doing so, I vaporized my suffering and became empowered by my pain. 
This was my awakening process and the pathway to my highest self.
You can awaken too. It’s never too late to change your relationship with suffering and trauma.

 

An awakening is not just a glimpse into the future — it’s an awareness of what is already true within you, here and now. What is aching to be birthed through you from your divine blueprint.

This is who you were born to be. It’s your true power, your essence, your genius, and the source of your prosperity and happiness.

When you are cut off from the truth of your essence, you don’t just fail to fulfill your true potential, you experience a disconnection from this divine pattern in you. 

That’s why the many attempts’ people make to solve “the problem/ sickness/ suffering” don’t work — because they are symptoms, not the root cause.

When we rediscover our truth and begin to align with and activate the latent power within us, our suffering dissolves.

 

This is when miracles can happen.

Are you ready to experience miracles and live out your true purpose? 

Are you ready to have trust and faith that no matter what challenges and pain arrive in your life, you are equipped to consciously traverse them and be stronger for it?

 

I invite you to explore the possibilities with me as your guide. Click here to view my list of services or book a free clarity call.

 

Alchemize your Inner World

 

This article delves into the journey of healing from chronic anxiety and stress, emphasizing the importance of a slow and steady approach. It highlights the necessity of commitment and introspection for profound transformation, ultimately leading to states of wholeness, oneness, and enlightenment through connection with the self and higher powers.

When one is chronically experiencing anxiety or stress, it can often be difficult to approach your healing with a ‘slow & steady’ mindset.

But no matter what anyone might say to you, the simple truth is, there’s no quick-fix when it comes to healing.

To have a deep and lasting transformation you must be willing to consciously commit to setting aside time for your healing journey.

Overcoming stress and anxiety is absolutely possible for any true seeker, but it does not happen overnight. It’s important to remember that the deeper and more unconditional your commitment is, the more profound and potent your healing will be.

When you work to alchemize your inner world by changing your inner thoughts, perceptions and beliefs, and connect and feel your dense emotions, the deeper and more meaningful your transformation will be.

It is from our sacred internal center, and relationship with Self we discover harmony, truth, peace, satiety, and love.

It is from this internal center, and nowhere else, we reach blissful states of…

        Wholeness

         Oneness

         Enlightenment

         Consciousness

From this still-point we synchronize the eternalness of our Being with trust – our connection to a Higher Power, our Ancestors, our inner child, our higher Self, our shadow and light.

The connection comes full circle and our orientation to life, and all that is palpable, easy, uplifted.

This connection is always accessible and organic when we settle into our organized energy fields.

This conscious, coherent experience is spacious and filled with everything, and nothing. Magnetic opportunity exists here.

 

If you struggle to overcome stress and anxiety, please do not hesitate to reach out.  I am here to guide you and to help deepen your healing experience for lasting transformation.

Click here to view my list of services or book a free clarity call.

 

Connecting With Your Soul

 

We’re living in times of destruction and deconstruction.  Are you feeling it?

It’s in times like this that we feel the urge to hide, to escape from the discomfort of what is happening around us.

But we must not hide away.  We must remember who we are and why we’ve chosen to be here.

I understand, with the deep conditioning we’ve experienced throughout our lifetime, that it can be hard to remember WHO YOU ARE when the world gets heavy and dark.

We’ve all been there, where we’ve felt the spark of light within our soul, took a few steps in that direction, but then got caught up in what the external world told us to do and be.

What I have come to
know and truly believe
is that the more time
you spend connecting
with your soul, the 
deeper and more
meaningful your 
transformation will be.

 

The more time you spend listening to its whispers, yearnings, visions, feelings and calls, the easier it will be to trust it.

The more you listen to and trust it, the easier it will be to act on its guidance. 

With this discovered coherence, you will quickly find yourself beginning to heal, align and harmonize with the rest of life and the external world becomes less scary. 

You will go from relying on our own personal will to being in harmony with the intelligent pulse of the planet, the cosmos, and thus all of life.

The deeper joy springs

from the deepest yearnings 

of your soul.

The deeper and more unconditional your commitment to yourSelf, the more potent your healing will be.

As your life continues to unfold, it may feel as though your soul’s memory is sparked, you’ll experience moments of familiarity and the pull toward something that comes from deep within you.

It feels like 

excitement, like

butterflies in your

heart.

These little signs are always happening, but they are easy to miss. Our mind doesn’t trust them, thinking that it needs to be much more complicated than simply following what lights us up.

But the alchemy comes when you trust in your wholeness. And though it may not always feel possible, this connection is always accessible.

It is from our sacred internal center, and relationship with Self we discover harmony, truth, peace, satiety, and love

If you struggle to access this connection, please do not hesitate to reach out.  You are not alone.  My work is to provide presence and attunement to your unique energy blueprint and dynamic soul.

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Integrating the Shadow

We are not meant to stay wounded. We are supposed to move through our tragedies and challenges and to help each other move through the many painful episodes of our lives. By remaining stuck in the power of our wounds, we block our own transformation. We overlook the greater gifts inherent in our wounds – the strength to overcome them and the lessons that we are meant to receive through them. Wounds are the means through which we enter the hearts of other people. They are meant to teach us to become compassionate and wise.
-Carolyn Myss

 

When our minds dominate so much of our lives, we tend to feel internally fragmented.

The nature of the mind is to seek understanding and safety.

Splitting life into good/ bad and right/ wrong is a very natural process because it helps us to survive. But splitting life into polarities also creates tremendous suffering within us. 

Why?

Because we grow up learning that some parts of us are “good” while other parts of us are “bad.” We then attach to the “good” parts of ourselves and repress or deny the “bad” parts of ourselves.

When we start to perceive ourselves in a fragmented way, we feel flawed, lacking, and incomplete. We start to feel insecure, anxious, lonely, depressed, and in some extreme cases suicidal.

Our true essence has been diluted. ⠀⠀

We greatly crave to love and embrace ourselves, but how can we fully accept who we are when we hate some parts of ourselves and love other parts?

When we integrate, we unite different parts of ourselves that may have been missing. 

It is in this process we can begin the journey toward true healing.

In order to repair, heal, and grow on a mental, emotional, and spiritual level, it’s important to visit the darker parts of ourselves, often called our Shadow.

The Shadow isn’t just the wounded part of us, but it is also the path towards a more authentic and fulfilling life, a path to becoming whole again.

It may feel frightening at first, but it’s the most important step if you want to experience deep, lasting healing.

But you don’t have to do it alone.

I can offer loving guidance as you peel back the layers to all parts of yourself so you may reconnect to the truth of who you are.

When the timing feels divine, please know that I am always here for you.

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The Sacred Journey of Becoming

 

I believe that we each enter this life with a very specific blueprint to fulfill in this timeline as a spark of the Divine.

Are you aware of your blueprint design? It’s the meaning of your life here: your purpose, your pathway, your karma, your contracts, your connections, and your enlightenment.

When we are able to truly perceive our self, our longings and deepest desires through the eyes of a Divine Intelligence, we are able to see more clearly our unique pathway and discern the essential steps, resources and guidance needed to proceed on our personal journey toward fulfillment. 

The ability to self-witness and thereby access our own personal power helps us to play a bigger role in the healing of ourselves, our loved ones and to contribute to the Collective Consciousness.

When we learn to shift at the subconscious level, transmuting imprints from the past, our external world begins to look different and opportunities arise which were invisible to us before. 
Opportunity unfolds.
The invisible made transparent. We can see ourselves, and the world around us with Eagle medicine – clear objective sight.

Commitment to the healing of our woundedness opens a gateway to shifts at a deep level.  This is when the fragmented parts within our internal landscape begin to reorganize and provide fresh, luminous perspectives to come into focus within our external world. We gain clear insight into ourselves. We commune with the knowing being within. 

Life does not happen to us. Rather, life happens through us. This is one of the universal laws to befriend.

The end of suffering depends on knowing who we absolutely are.  When our internal reference point is our true Self, we gain the ability to fulfill our highest potential. Trust fully your longings and desires are the guiding posts. Follow them wholesomely and wholeheartedly.

Be in the awareness of your becoming.

It is when we are truly embodying our Soul’s desires – (which in truth is in opposition to our impulses) – that life opens to us and we can move more freely in tandem with our Sacred Self.

At your core you are a beautiful enigma. Your essence is full of magic and mystery.  It is fearless, it’s wild, it’s honest, it is free.

The power to change your life comes from within.  All healing and creation starts from understanding the field of energies in and around you which are in the process of transforming your life. This clue will help inform you as to what is trying to emerge from your current life’s situation — and how to engage with that dynamic process optimally.

From a state of Conscious awareness, have faith that the chaotic activity in your outer world will never overshadow the energy field of your true wholeness.

Understandably, it takes a lot of courage to begin this sacred journey, but when you are devoted to your true path, alignment is your promised reward. The holy grail to behold.

I too am devoted to your healing.

It is through intuitive guidance that I am able to offer your magnificent unfolding, to help you understand your unique pathway to healing and to reveal the wise truth that exists within which is yearning to be revealed.

When you organize your inner world, you can trust your outer world will reflect a brilliant coherence back to you as a meaningful hologram of radiant love.

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Birthing a New World

 

Healing is a slow, steady process.  It is complex and nonlinear.  It takes as long as it takes, and most of the time that is much longer than we hoped it would be.

But like all things in nature, there is a mysterious intelligence to our healing process. And if we trust it, shed what is no longer serving us, and then allow the natural evolution of a new bud to flower in its perfect time without force, we just may find ourselves transformed again and again.

We must trust the great mystery in this miraculous process.⁣

And although many of us hear the call of our inner desires and dreams, it is often difficult to find the path forward to our own awakening.

Surrendering to the great mystery opens you to the ultimate possibility of your life. It awakens the sleeping phoenix inside of you where unimaginable possibilities await.

This is when you uncover your true power and gifts and are able to find meaning in your past trauma. This is when you begin to believe in yourself again and that is when you become powerful beyond belief.

Each of us are being called to use

Our own personal transformation

To help transform the world

Around us. Collectively we

Continue to journey through what

Feels like a harsh awakening.

 

Perhaps the question is, are we willing to stay open enough to let those old, protective ways of being die in order for a new, deeper connection (which is what healing really is) that is built on more stable, steady, loving, nourishing ground for all?

Do you want to have a life with more peace and balance or whatever it is that you might value in terms of an energy consciousness?

We need to become more conscious about where we are out of balance. Why?  Because our soul’s desire is to be in alignment with who we really are.  

That means getting rid of the layers of old constructs and stories that we’ve absorbed or inherited and identifying what really is our true story.

If we were consciously creating that which is of our highest making, what would that look like?  How would we be inside our bodies?

What is the imprint that we are leaving energetically on the world and the people around us? 

Are we in alignment with that or are we just settling for a much lower version of existence?

Healing is happening. It is different for all of us. It will take as long as it takes.  But if we find a way to trust the process, this old paradigm may birth a new world for us all.⁣

My sincere wish is that you illuminate and greet the miracles meant for you.  

I am here to hold and support you in this way.  Click here to view my list of services or book a free clarity call.

Your Soul’s Call to Wild Adventure

 

What would it be like to live in a world where we cannot help but express our true selves in healthy, sustainable, and peaceful ways?

 We can intuitively feel that we are living on the edge of a turning point in human history.

 We intuit a threshold, a precipice beyond consciousness, where we reveal our inner raw-beingness to ourselves. With it comes a faint tremor of an unspoken fear that we might not like what we find.  

 There is also a sense we are being invited to discover personal resources and knowledge previously forgotten by us.

I often recite in sacred circle about what I have come to know as truth; that our greatest transformation exists only when we forget what we remember, so we may remember what we have forgotten.’

It is essential to self-witness a solid understanding of ourselves through our own inner knowing in order to feel a sense of purpose and fulfillment that our soul is calling for.

As part of our human journey, we are each contracted on a soul-level to experience soul contracts, karma, sanskars, or challenging cycles and lessons in life. We are here to learn something about ourselves as spiritual beings having a human experience.  We are always in the process of a transformative cycle in some area of our life as part of the path of our unique destiny.

Here inlays the ever-available opportunity. 

While such cycles are unavoidable, the orientation from which we palpate these cycles often determines how difficult it becomes, how long it lasts, and whether we transmute the darkness of confusion and pain into the light of new potential and possibilities in life. Healing and transformation.

Life is not random; all of our experiences are meaningful — even the painful ones.  All experiences are a call to the Soul’s wild adventure, and toward the ultimate alignment it seeks.  Witness the opportunity unfolding, it is always available to you.

Maybe you are searching for spiritual significance to help you understand the time we’re in.  Or perhaps recent world events have you wondering about the meaning of life and your purpose here.

Maybe you’re even wondering what kind of legacy we’re going to leave the next generation, and what your unique ripple in the fabric is designed to be.

Regardless of what it is or the reason why, you intuitively know things can’t continue the way they are, and yet you don’t know what you can do to change or even where to begin.

The potential of living a deeply awakened life is so magnificent and so far beyond most of what we see in the world that even when we experience it for ourselves, we often find it hard to accept that life could be this extraordinary.

In order to make room inside ourselves for the miraculous to take root, we need to uncover, and ultimately leave behind a deeply rooted insistence on a life with limitations. 

This deeply rooted and often unconscious limitation infects even the most dedicated people and subtly holds us back from taking the steps of surrender required to truly experience our own personal freedom and create a life we feel worthy of living.

As we are entering into the dark and colder months of Fall and Winter, we are called to go inward and explore our inner landscape more deeply.

What must we release in ourselves in order to become who we came here to be? Now is time to shed the barriers we have built, to release our own self-limitations.

It can often feel uncomfortable to explore these deeper parts of ourselves, but please know that you are not alone.

I offer a sacred circle of deep and personal healing.  In my practice, I integrate energy medicine and quantum healing techniques which combine modern neuroscience, practical psychology, conscious wisdom, and ancient energy practices, to create a life aligned.

Energy medicine and spiritual psychology empower you to step beyond your thoughts and feelings to witness life re-organizing around you, as your vision comes into coherent focus.

 I am here to hold and support you in this way.  Click here to view my list of services or book a free clarity call.

The Divine Within Us

 

There are times in each of our lives when we experience a sense of loneliness.  And often these feelings come on intensely during the dark, short days of the fall when the veil is thin, and the underworld feels omnipresent.

Being alone isn’t always a bad thing, it can actually be revitalizing, and can open a door into our innermost Holy dimensions.

But when solitude transitions into a hollow and dark feeling of loneliness, it’s possible to undergo a deep psychological crisis.

With the world landscape continuing to be an activated present timeline, many of us are feeling the heaviness, turmoil and isolation.  We are experiencing the walls closing in.

 Yet, we feel dissonance and loss, as if light-years apart from one another inside our collapsed realities. A stirring discontent and incoherence. A looming low vibrational hum. Invocation into the underbelly of darkness.

When you are going through a life crisis, you’ll naturally feel separated from yourself and others.

Maybe you’re starting to wonder whether you’re the only one who feels isolated and afraid.  Perhaps you’re even wondering if you’re helpless and damaged beyond repair.

You are not.

If you were to ask for an antidote to the anguish of human loneliness, I would suggest that you reencounter and reexamine the connection that unites us with the earth, our lost ‘umbilical cord’. I would invite you to recognize the presence of an inexhaustible love that remains unaffected by human affairs. It is not so difficult. Look around, remember the being that sustains us, and realize you are at home, always at home.

– The Teachings of Don Carlos

Within all of us, there is a deeper essence, a mysterious spark longing to burn brighter. That deeper essence is the Soul, which is part of the energetic Life Force that runs through all things, an intrinsic vibrational signature holding codes of wisdom and passion.

The Soul is ferocious in its vision and appetite for evolution, awakening and alignment. The Soul beckons and encourages our humanly-selves to participate willingly to fulfill our highest destiny. To take up ALL the space we were designed for. 

Loneliness can often be a sign that you’re undergoing a spiritual awakening process, or an initiation to your next ascent – and this journey tends to start with the painful discovery of how alienated one is from their own Soul and their highest vibrational expression. A descent unraveling.

In actuality, this speaks to significant aspects we are disconnected from within our Souls, and we feel isolated from our true virtues, essence and expression of these. It occurs when we have lost touch with that Divine essence within us. When we allow apathy, lack, false truths, immobility and victimhood to make a home inside of us. We might even begin to identify with the heavy density of these vibrational energies. A disparity between our highest Self, and our current existence.

What you are going through may be perfectly normal in the context of what we’re all invited to experience in our own ways in this moment. You’re not alone in feeling alone. But try to remember, the dis-ease you feel is an invitation to transmute and transform.  It is temporary. 

However, if you feel desperate and lonely, I strongly encourage you to seek out a trauma-informed spiritual therapist or healer, to provide a compassionate container and higher altitude to shaman you beyond simply managing or overcoming these obstacles on the surface, but to truly travel, discern and integrate what meaning and opportunity for expansion lurks within the underworld of your Being.

The truth is, we are never alone. 

Although human connection and relational framework dynamics are our greatest challenge and gift here earth-side, it is quintessential to feel connected to our Self. To feel admiration and gratitude for the company you keep in the quietude and stillness of your inner landscape is our greatest purpose. In this graceful, vast solitude exists our most vibrant and vital connection of all.

Our true home. 

It is from our sacred internal center, and relationship with Self we discover harmony, truth, peace, satiety, and love. It is from this internal center, and nowhere else, we reach blissful states of Wholeness, Oneness, Enlightenment, and Unity Consciousness. 

From this still-point, dan-tien, internal locus of control or origin-point, we synchronize with the eternalness of our Being with trust; our connection to a Higher Power, Ancestors, animals, symbols, angels, guides, Beings of light, our inner child, higher Self, Soul, the Quantum field, shadow and light; an ethereal spark. 

A complete connection and conversation is always available when we settle into the void. The void is not empty, but rather spacious and filled with everything, and nothing.

Consciousness trespassed. 

To experience a truly meaningful journey in any time or space, we must first orient ourselves though the journey inward. We must welcome the descent, in order to truly ascend. Inherently we are summoned to expand in the container of contrast. It’s our privilege and choice.

If it feels like you are inside the depths of a personal descent either by your conscious examination, or overwhelmed and against your will, I invite you to consider the opportunity. 

As a fellow seeker who has undergone endless catalogs of lonely and grief-filled descents myself, I know this to be true. Each time we plunge into the depths from which we fear we cannot endure or survive, we do.  

The offering is to become freer, clearer, lighter, softer, stronger, purer, more vital, vibrant and higher in our concentration and frequency of Divine intelligence. Therefore, penetrating our unique and intimate relationship with wholeness, and the field of inter-connection to other souls, and life itself.

Always, unequivocally.  

But we must welcome the grotesque, the loneliness, the descent, and make friends with it. We must be curious about why it’s festering what it needs us to learn. 

The less we resist, the faster the transformation. The more loving and open we become within this terrifying unknown abyss, the sooner we can integrate our newfound treasures, lost fragments, activations, downloads and our highest potentiality. 

In this current timeline on earth and the voided space we are in both personally, and collectively, a thick soup of inflammation, irritation and contrast looms. These descents are bigger and more frequent than ever. Yet, we are able to rapidly transform and ascend through them like never before. 

The planet and our Souls are ripe with opportunity for expansion. 

If you feel called, I invite you to reach out to me for guidance to find your way back home, to not miss the opportunity for your growth. We all need a lighthouse with clear vision as we spin wildly in the cyclone of our private falling towers and dungeons of undoing. You mustn’t battle alone anymore.

The Fear
It doesn’t interest me how old you are,
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love,
for your dream,
for the adventure of being alive.
– ORIAH –

What does it mean to be alive? What does life feel like inside of you? What is the purpose of your life? Are you pushing your existence beyond the farthest edges of life as you know it?

Is your life bold, vital and awake? Is it sweet and salty and nourishing? Is it breathtaking and generous, majestic and Awe inspired? Does it live in joy? Tranquility? Passionate exchange?

Do you cling to fears and limitations which keep you from the fullness of your own heart, and your nirvana?

Do you have a dream for this life big or small, you’ve yet to live into? How will you feel if your dream lays in wait? For what or whom would you abandon it? What is the cost to you?

Can you risk looking like a fool so the flame inside of you can sear and scorch new fiery beginnings?

You have permission to seek to the outer limits of this life, and the beauty and adventure that undoubtedly exists beyond the known horizon.

Claim this wild flame as your birthright.

It takes courage and an unseen faith to live your truth. And when you enter into this space with the awareness that you are enough, deserving and worthy, all dreams are possible, and you no longer need to look for sustenance externally. You have already dared and won.

If you need guidance to harmonize with your sacred Oracle, and the unlimited possibilities within your life, please reach out by clicking this link and scheduled a free clarity call. It is my passion that you connect to the fullness of this life.