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How to Heal the Feminine Within

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I hope that you are enjoying the summer wherever you are. If you’re like me, summer is a time I allow indulgence in deep witnessing of my pleasure and gratitude- from sweet simple pleasures to big juicy unconditional love.

Perhaps being born under a summer sun organically aligns me with seasonal rhythms to embody pleasure, flow, creative essence and the feminine frequencies within.

This feels supported with the effervescence, softness, safety and levity of the summer months- the warm sun rays, the yummy nectar of flowers in bloom, the longer brighter days, the orgasmic sunsets, and the tantalizing collective joy whispering in a social breeze.

As I feel into the bliss this season evokes, I am attuned to the feminine energy codes being delivered through the quantum.

A massive upgrade is downloading into our womb spaces, or the symbolic hologram of the wombs from which we descended.

What do womb medicine codes feel like in the body?

Take a moment to ask yourself what is happening in your life that feels different right now?

Does it feel light or heavy in your body?

What connection to the feminine womb space is awake for you?

You may notice it is being activated now.

Regardless of gender each of us has a relationship to the feminine – and the womb space.

Perhaps it’s the mother within, the feminine within, fertility or pregnancy, healing the loss of fertility or pregnancy, sexual trauma, or the loss of a child, a mother, or grandmother. This ancestral legacy lives on in our dna- the physical and the spiritual.

It’s the relationship with our mothers, the matriarchal line and any womb trauma.

The womb space is our center of gravity, the holy fire medicine, which gives us the unmatched ability for creation.

It is the women we have made mothers, and it’s the relationship with how we mother ourselves from the Divine feminine.

It’s the initiation from maiden to mother, literally or symbolically.

How and what and whom do we mother? What relationship do we have with the mother? What relationship do we have with our pleasure, sensuality, creativity and feminine nature?

Slow down and turn inward to truly witness the feminine within.

This reflection will mirror the relationship with life and relationships, and especially ourselves.

Is this connection one of health, high vibration and happiness for you? Uninhibited, passionate, confident, fiercely loving, the holy fire and white flame for creation and every form of intimacy. Fully alive and present even with the dark matter. Co-creating life, beauty, pleasure, joy.

A mantra that has come up for me in my own channeling as of late, hums of a divine lullaby and desire to feel ‘soft and safe’. 

A request for the felt sense of milk and honey experience in every waking moment. A yearning perhaps from the eternal center of my own womb space for something more sacred, exalted, desired and profoundly intimate.

An up-leveling of my body and nervous system, my feminine nature. 

A higher calling where I am more healed in this holy center of feminine power, and as a result, I’m available to show up more deeply for others to cultivate the softness and safety in them.

How is womb medicine quaking inside you?

Are you allowing the healing to take root? Are you dancing with wild abandon around the holy fire within?

The opportunity is ripe for the womb to be healed during this opening. Unconditional love and desire are center stage. 

I’ve been diving in deeply. Doing womb work. Exploring what I give life to, and the parts of me eager to be discharged, to let die and transform through re-birth, so that I may create in the world through my Divine feminine essence. I feel inspired, luminous, satiated and alive.  

It’s a time for me to reflect on my own growth and evolution as a human continuing my own inner work, healing and deepening the essence of my truest Self, so the container I create as a space-holder is fertile and abundant with divine feminine codes.

As you bask under the summer moons, do you find there are parts of your relationship with the feminine you continue to struggle to make peace with internally or externally?

Remember, when healing we must learn to love and accept all the parts of our being, even those parts we want to hate or reject. 

Our bodies are vessels and temples to our Spirit- yet so many of us often feel unsafe and uncomfortable within.

True safety lives inside the body. We can create felt safety through devotion and ceremony with our physical bodies.

Our bodies are a sacred doorway to the Soul and the womb of creation. The womb space is the holy center. The drishti within.

I invite you to see your body as a sacred temple. Treat it as such.

Clean out the debris from layers upon layers of inherited beliefs, prejudice, and wounds which obscure your ability to create life clearly, consciously.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

Memories, behaviors, beliefs continue to manifest in our lives in countless ways… because our bodies never forget.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

As such, the body becomes a source of tremendous wisdom and insight: a doorway to the present moment, and fulfillment.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

An embodied approach to healing anchors you into the now. I urge you to choose this holy path.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

Your body has so much to teach you and so much to release.

If you desire to cultivate a deeper intimacy within sacred womb space, and the feminine so you may lead an awakened, meaningful life, I encourage you to reach out for guidance and support.

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Integrating the Shadow

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We are not meant to stay wounded. We are supposed to move through our tragedies and challenges and to help each other move through the many painful episodes of our lives. By remaining stuck in the power of our wounds, we block our own transformation. We overlook the greater gifts inherent in our wounds – the strength to overcome them and the lessons that we are meant to receive through them. Wounds are the means through which we enter the hearts of other people. They are meant to teach us to become compassionate and wise.
-Carolyn Myss

 

When our minds dominate so much of our lives, we tend to feel internally fragmented.

The nature of the mind is to seek understanding and safety.

Splitting life into good/ bad and right/ wrong is a very natural process because it helps us to survive. But splitting life into polarities also creates tremendous suffering within us. 

Why?

Because we grow up learning that some parts of us are “good” while other parts of us are “bad.” We then attach to the “good” parts of ourselves and repress or deny the “bad” parts of ourselves.

When we start to perceive ourselves in a fragmented way, we feel flawed, lacking, and incomplete. We start to feel insecure, anxious, lonely, depressed, and in some extreme cases suicidal.

Our true essence has been diluted. ⠀⠀

We greatly crave to love and embrace ourselves, but how can we fully accept who we are when we hate some parts of ourselves and love other parts?

When we integrate, we unite different parts of ourselves that may have been missing. 

It is in this process we can begin the journey toward true healing.

In order to repair, heal, and grow on a mental, emotional, and spiritual level, it’s important to visit the darker parts of ourselves, often called our Shadow.

The Shadow isn’t just the wounded part of us, but it is also the path towards a more authentic and fulfilling life, a path to becoming whole again.

It may feel frightening at first, but it’s the most important step if you want to experience deep, lasting healing.

But you don’t have to do it alone.

I can offer loving guidance as you peel back the layers to all parts of yourself so you may reconnect to the truth of who you are.

When the timing feels divine, please know that I am always here for you.

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Portal of Alchemy

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What a potent time to be alive! 

We are in the midst of several deep portals of transition and transformation. It feels like a deep descent, a painful awakening, a profound transformation, a challenging restructuring, or a symbolic death or tower moment. 

I encourage you to have faith. All is perfectly unfolding; there is a Divine design to propel you into greater alignment with your cosmic destiny and Divine blueprint in this life. 

Have patience. Brace yourself for the alchemy. Soften into the gratitude for the storm and reward that awaits.

Have you noticed the signs?

 We are in Eclipse season (sudden, often shocking losses and gains, meant to realign your path), in the doorway of Samhain (the thinning of the veil between this world and the next), and the Autumnal equinox (emergence into the darkness and shadow matter within). 

 Medicine lives here for your highest good, even if it doesn’t feel like it. More is being revealed for your benefit.

You are being called forward.

How are you greeting these intense aspects? Are you in flow with the rhythms of the portal? Are you consciously witnessing the opportunity, and releasing your grip on the past? Are you embracing the new future?

At this time, we are being called to become still and silent, to rest in order to allow space for our greater vision to emerge. From here, the conscious next right action can take root.

This is a moment to descend into the darkness of the night and face our own inner darkness, feel our feelings deeply, and a place where we can connect to the numinous, ethereal space- the unseen truth.

Are you feeling the call to be released from your inner shadow material? Are you longing to restore yourself after trauma, heartbreak or betrayal? Are you ready to embrace your awakening?

We all have dreams for our life and our future — desires within us that feel significant and essential for living a life of purpose and pleasure.

Many of us suffer in silence, fear slowly strangling our passions and desire to make changes in our personal and professional lives.

Dreams of living our ideal life, doing fulfilling work, experiencing true intimacy in partnership, and achieving prosperity and abundance in our life become muted — but, in our heart, we know these dreams can be realized, yet we struggle to figure out how, and where to begin…

When we are feeling dispassionate, disconnected, foggy, or unmotivated this signals a loss of personal power.

Allow me to remind you to listen to the whispers of your heart. Do you need a container to be witnessed and truly held?

In using a combination of psychology, neuroscience and quantum shamanic journeying, you can regain your personal power. 

This integral approach will help you tap into the power and intelligence of your own True Nature, and with my guidance, I will show you how to wield this personal power to magnetize aligned desires and needs into your life and the lives of others. 

You’ll feel as though you’ve returned to your authentic self, with the promise you were born to realize.

When you are cut off from the truth of your essence, you don’t just fail to fulfill your potential, you experience many other side-effects. 

The challenges you may be facing in the other areas — health, work, relationships, prosperity — are often symptoms of a disconnection from this divine pattern in you.

An integrated, multidimensional approach is the greatest pathway to true transformation and healing.  Working with me as a guide, you will experience an internal shift, releasing deep imprints from the past. Then, your external world will begin to re-organize around you, as your “new” vision comes into focus. 

In this sacred container, you will be guided to step beyond your mind and emotions.

Are you ready to go deep and discover your unique, soulful, intelligent, and meaningful place in the world?

If you have ever thought…

  • I Can’t Stop Thinking About the Past
  • I Keep Repeating the Same Patterns
  • I Just Don’t Feel Whole
  • Why Am I Here? I Don’t Feel Like I Belong
  • There’s Got To Be More to Life…
  • I Long for Meaningful Relationships and Intimacy
  • I Can’t Remember Portions of My Childhood
  • I feel unfulfilled in every area of my life
  • My life is meant for more than this
My blended approach of traditional and holistic modalities may be what you need to reclaim your unique vision and recover your core strengths to put you on your path to personal empowerment.
 I am here to hold and support you in this way.  Click here to view my list of services or book a free clarity call.

The Divine Within Us

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There are times in each of our lives when we experience a sense of loneliness.  And often these feelings come on intensely during the dark, short days of the fall when the veil is thin, and the underworld feels omnipresent.

Being alone isn’t always a bad thing, it can actually be revitalizing, and can open a door into our innermost Holy dimensions.

But when solitude transitions into a hollow and dark feeling of loneliness, it’s possible to undergo a deep psychological crisis.

With the world landscape continuing to be an activated present timeline, many of us are feeling the heaviness, turmoil and isolation.  We are experiencing the walls closing in.

 Yet, we feel dissonance and loss, as if light-years apart from one another inside our collapsed realities. A stirring discontent and incoherence. A looming low vibrational hum. Invocation into the underbelly of darkness.

When you are going through a life crisis, you’ll naturally feel separated from yourself and others.

Maybe you’re starting to wonder whether you’re the only one who feels isolated and afraid.  Perhaps you’re even wondering if you’re helpless and damaged beyond repair.

You are not.

If you were to ask for an antidote to the anguish of human loneliness, I would suggest that you reencounter and reexamine the connection that unites us with the earth, our lost ‘umbilical cord’. I would invite you to recognize the presence of an inexhaustible love that remains unaffected by human affairs. It is not so difficult. Look around, remember the being that sustains us, and realize you are at home, always at home.

– The Teachings of Don Carlos

Within all of us, there is a deeper essence, a mysterious spark longing to burn brighter. That deeper essence is the Soul, which is part of the energetic Life Force that runs through all things, an intrinsic vibrational signature holding codes of wisdom and passion.

The Soul is ferocious in its vision and appetite for evolution, awakening and alignment. The Soul beckons and encourages our humanly-selves to participate willingly to fulfill our highest destiny. To take up ALL the space we were designed for. 

Loneliness can often be a sign that you’re undergoing a spiritual awakening process, or an initiation to your next ascent – and this journey tends to start with the painful discovery of how alienated one is from their own Soul and their highest vibrational expression. A descent unraveling.

In actuality, this speaks to significant aspects we are disconnected from within our Souls, and we feel isolated from our true virtues, essence and expression of these. It occurs when we have lost touch with that Divine essence within us. When we allow apathy, lack, false truths, immobility and victimhood to make a home inside of us. We might even begin to identify with the heavy density of these vibrational energies. A disparity between our highest Self, and our current existence.

What you are going through may be perfectly normal in the context of what we’re all invited to experience in our own ways in this moment. You’re not alone in feeling alone. But try to remember, the dis-ease you feel is an invitation to transmute and transform.  It is temporary. 

However, if you feel desperate and lonely, I strongly encourage you to seek out a trauma-informed spiritual therapist or healer, to provide a compassionate container and higher altitude to shaman you beyond simply managing or overcoming these obstacles on the surface, but to truly travel, discern and integrate what meaning and opportunity for expansion lurks within the underworld of your Being.

The truth is, we are never alone. 

Although human connection and relational framework dynamics are our greatest challenge and gift here earth-side, it is quintessential to feel connected to our Self. To feel admiration and gratitude for the company you keep in the quietude and stillness of your inner landscape is our greatest purpose. In this graceful, vast solitude exists our most vibrant and vital connection of all.

Our true home. 

It is from our sacred internal center, and relationship with Self we discover harmony, truth, peace, satiety, and love. It is from this internal center, and nowhere else, we reach blissful states of Wholeness, Oneness, Enlightenment, and Unity Consciousness. 

From this still-point, dan-tien, internal locus of control or origin-point, we synchronize with the eternalness of our Being with trust; our connection to a Higher Power, Ancestors, animals, symbols, angels, guides, Beings of light, our inner child, higher Self, Soul, the Quantum field, shadow and light; an ethereal spark. 

A complete connection and conversation is always available when we settle into the void. The void is not empty, but rather spacious and filled with everything, and nothing.

Consciousness trespassed. 

To experience a truly meaningful journey in any time or space, we must first orient ourselves though the journey inward. We must welcome the descent, in order to truly ascend. Inherently we are summoned to expand in the container of contrast. It’s our privilege and choice.

If it feels like you are inside the depths of a personal descent either by your conscious examination, or overwhelmed and against your will, I invite you to consider the opportunity. 

As a fellow seeker who has undergone endless catalogs of lonely and grief-filled descents myself, I know this to be true. Each time we plunge into the depths from which we fear we cannot endure or survive, we do.  

The offering is to become freer, clearer, lighter, softer, stronger, purer, more vital, vibrant and higher in our concentration and frequency of Divine intelligence. Therefore, penetrating our unique and intimate relationship with wholeness, and the field of inter-connection to other souls, and life itself.

Always, unequivocally.  

But we must welcome the grotesque, the loneliness, the descent, and make friends with it. We must be curious about why it’s festering what it needs us to learn. 

The less we resist, the faster the transformation. The more loving and open we become within this terrifying unknown abyss, the sooner we can integrate our newfound treasures, lost fragments, activations, downloads and our highest potentiality. 

In this current timeline on earth and the voided space we are in both personally, and collectively, a thick soup of inflammation, irritation and contrast looms. These descents are bigger and more frequent than ever. Yet, we are able to rapidly transform and ascend through them like never before. 

The planet and our Souls are ripe with opportunity for expansion. 

If you feel called, I invite you to reach out to me for guidance to find your way back home, to not miss the opportunity for your growth. We all need a lighthouse with clear vision as we spin wildly in the cyclone of our private falling towers and dungeons of undoing. You mustn’t battle alone anymore.

The Fear
It doesn’t interest me how old you are,
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love,
for your dream,
for the adventure of being alive.
– ORIAH –

What does it mean to be alive? What does life feel like inside of you? What is the purpose of your life? Are you pushing your existence beyond the farthest edges of life as you know it?

Is your life bold, vital and awake? Is it sweet and salty and nourishing? Is it breathtaking and generous, majestic and Awe inspired? Does it live in joy? Tranquility? Passionate exchange?

Do you cling to fears and limitations which keep you from the fullness of your own heart, and your nirvana?

Do you have a dream for this life big or small, you’ve yet to live into? How will you feel if your dream lays in wait? For what or whom would you abandon it? What is the cost to you?

Can you risk looking like a fool so the flame inside of you can sear and scorch new fiery beginnings?

You have permission to seek to the outer limits of this life, and the beauty and adventure that undoubtedly exists beyond the known horizon.

Claim this wild flame as your birthright.

It takes courage and an unseen faith to live your truth. And when you enter into this space with the awareness that you are enough, deserving and worthy, all dreams are possible, and you no longer need to look for sustenance externally. You have already dared and won.

If you need guidance to harmonize with your sacred Oracle, and the unlimited possibilities within your life, please reach out by clicking this link and scheduled a free clarity call. It is my passion that you connect to the fullness of this life.